At first, I wanted to go to college, but I wanted to die.
Later, I was eager to graduate from university as soon as possible.
Then, I want to get married, have children, and want to die.
Again, I hope that the child will grow up quickly so that I can go back to work.
After that, I thought about retirement every day, thinking too much. Now, I am really going to die.
Suddenly, I suddenly understood — I forgot to live a real life.
If I can live again, I will try to make more mistakes. I will no longer pursue perfection. I will be relaxed and stupid.
In fact, many things don’t have to be too serious. I should be crazy.
I will seize more opportunities, travel to more places, climb more mountains, go to more rivers and go to more places I have never been.
I also want to eat more ice cream.
I am willing to face more practical problems instead of just imagining in my mind.
You see, I am those who are healthy, mentally sound, and live steadily day after day.